cApTaiN CruNch
yeah baby! hehe well guys for some reason im in a
darn tootin good mood i just hope it laasts more
than five minutes,
i felt really bad yesterday when
i was on the phone with derek cuz he made me realize
how bitchy and snappy i've been lately and i almost
cried! because all i want is ti be able to talk to him
atleast once a day! and to see how i was being to him,
and he even remembered the last time we had talked and
when i had snapped at him then! gosh darnit why am i such
a horrible person? i feel so bad, all i truely want is to
be back home, where i can be myself and be wit him and
my lifelong buddies again.
i wanted to say sorry to him
but somehow i knew that wouldnt suit up to what i did,
he's back there and im here so far apart and for soo
long, yeah im out of place but he is too, i guess i just
think that everything is my fault somehow.
anywayz i was in a good mood guess i ruined that for
myself. im going to go eat some cap'n crunch before
i shrivel up to a prune and starve!
~love.evol~ jena**
darn tootin good mood i just hope it laasts more
than five minutes,
i felt really bad yesterday when
i was on the phone with derek cuz he made me realize
how bitchy and snappy i've been lately and i almost
cried! because all i want is ti be able to talk to him
atleast once a day! and to see how i was being to him,
and he even remembered the last time we had talked and
when i had snapped at him then! gosh darnit why am i such
a horrible person? i feel so bad, all i truely want is to
be back home, where i can be myself and be wit him and
my lifelong buddies again.
i wanted to say sorry to him
but somehow i knew that wouldnt suit up to what i did,
he's back there and im here so far apart and for soo
long, yeah im out of place but he is too, i guess i just
think that everything is my fault somehow.
anywayz i was in a good mood guess i ruined that for
myself. im going to go eat some cap'n crunch before
i shrivel up to a prune and starve!
~love.evol~ jena**