Did i over react?
Maybe. Well, no. But i am ashamed of myself to resorting to name calling and bitching behind your back. It made me nothing better than you, and i regret that.
SO! I'm gonna fix it.
First of, i am not going to use curses, swearing, blasphemy and bitching as a resort in this. I'll be honest, but no mean-ness. I'll be Civil.
Tina - I'm sorry....well, i'm not. But thats not bitching, thats God's honest truth. You dont know what you did, and i cant explain it to you if you dont know. And until you realise you did something wrong, i dont want to speak to you.
Manny - i think you do relaise something went wrong. And so i'm that little bit more willing to talk to you. But i do have questions, things i wish i could ask you face to face but i just cant. I cant take you looking at me and calling me to my face. So i'm writing them down.
1) Why did you call me judgemental? Just so you know i have never judged you for what i found out. I didnt, anyway.
2) Why did you choose Tina over me? I told Kim the thing because i needed someone to talk to. Why arent you remembering that Tina was the one who told EVERYONE about that picture? Yeah, you dont remember that do you...?
3) I stuck up for you so much against your ex. Then you asked me to keep you away from Tina at the party. I just did what you asked and acted like a friend. And yet, all thats come of that is you hating me.
4) Why do you hate me? I dont understand what i've done. You called me judgemental - ive explained im not. You called me selfish - i'm not, in any way. Explain to me how i am. You called me Condesending - I talked to you like an equal - a mean one - but an equal. So i dont get it.
5) You told Tina to stop hanging around with you because we were ignoring her because she was with you - no, thats wrong. I was ignoring you because you had - again - lied to me. You became best friends with her, who is still friendly and talking to your ex. I'd like to remind you that she never stuck up for you like i did.
6) Why are you still coming to MCR? I dont get it. I'm being serious, if you go on your own youll die. I'm not exagerating, you will get hurt. My Chem shows are violent. Me, Kim, Jayne and whoever else is going with us will be at the barrier. I've been to violent shows and know how to behave. I'm sorry, but you dont. It's dangerous to go on your own. Maybe when your more experience, but not this time. You can come, i dont care. Just don't expect to be with us because i dont want to help you at that show. I wont let you ruin MCR for me. I'm just warning you.
7) At first i was upset, because you called me your best friend ever. And i was a good friend. I'd have done anything for you because of that. But you dont get it - i was doing everything for you. I tried to help you. Tina really, really loves you. And i'm sorry if you dont agree but she was jealous of our friendship. And you let her win. She split us up as friends and made us hate each other...and i cant believe you let her do that, especially after i warned you.
8) i wish i could say that maybe one day we could be friends again. But i'm sick of making the effort. I't not fair that i made the effort for a week when i never should have had to. You made the mistake (i'm not being condescending, you admitted the mistake on the monday.) So, i give up. You showed to me that our friendship, in the end, meant nothing. And yeah, it upsets me after we were such good friends, but not enough for me to make the effort anymore. I dont want to. I shouldnt have to.
It sucks it ended like it did, but i guess in the end i'm glad you showed me what you really thought of me. I dont want to be friends with someone who could say that about me, but i'm going to stay civil. I dont care if the rest of the group are friends with you, i dont care if maybe eventually we start talking. But we'll never really be friends again. In the end i hope you know what you lost.
SO! I'm gonna fix it.
First of, i am not going to use curses, swearing, blasphemy and bitching as a resort in this. I'll be honest, but no mean-ness. I'll be Civil.
Tina - I'm sorry....well, i'm not. But thats not bitching, thats God's honest truth. You dont know what you did, and i cant explain it to you if you dont know. And until you realise you did something wrong, i dont want to speak to you.
Manny - i think you do relaise something went wrong. And so i'm that little bit more willing to talk to you. But i do have questions, things i wish i could ask you face to face but i just cant. I cant take you looking at me and calling me to my face. So i'm writing them down.
1) Why did you call me judgemental? Just so you know i have never judged you for what i found out. I didnt, anyway.
2) Why did you choose Tina over me? I told Kim the thing because i needed someone to talk to. Why arent you remembering that Tina was the one who told EVERYONE about that picture? Yeah, you dont remember that do you...?
3) I stuck up for you so much against your ex. Then you asked me to keep you away from Tina at the party. I just did what you asked and acted like a friend. And yet, all thats come of that is you hating me.
4) Why do you hate me? I dont understand what i've done. You called me judgemental - ive explained im not. You called me selfish - i'm not, in any way. Explain to me how i am. You called me Condesending - I talked to you like an equal - a mean one - but an equal. So i dont get it.
5) You told Tina to stop hanging around with you because we were ignoring her because she was with you - no, thats wrong. I was ignoring you because you had - again - lied to me. You became best friends with her, who is still friendly and talking to your ex. I'd like to remind you that she never stuck up for you like i did.
6) Why are you still coming to MCR? I dont get it. I'm being serious, if you go on your own youll die. I'm not exagerating, you will get hurt. My Chem shows are violent. Me, Kim, Jayne and whoever else is going with us will be at the barrier. I've been to violent shows and know how to behave. I'm sorry, but you dont. It's dangerous to go on your own. Maybe when your more experience, but not this time. You can come, i dont care. Just don't expect to be with us because i dont want to help you at that show. I wont let you ruin MCR for me. I'm just warning you.
7) At first i was upset, because you called me your best friend ever. And i was a good friend. I'd have done anything for you because of that. But you dont get it - i was doing everything for you. I tried to help you. Tina really, really loves you. And i'm sorry if you dont agree but she was jealous of our friendship. And you let her win. She split us up as friends and made us hate each other...and i cant believe you let her do that, especially after i warned you.
8) i wish i could say that maybe one day we could be friends again. But i'm sick of making the effort. I't not fair that i made the effort for a week when i never should have had to. You made the mistake (i'm not being condescending, you admitted the mistake on the monday.) So, i give up. You showed to me that our friendship, in the end, meant nothing. And yeah, it upsets me after we were such good friends, but not enough for me to make the effort anymore. I dont want to. I shouldnt have to.
It sucks it ended like it did, but i guess in the end i'm glad you showed me what you really thought of me. I dont want to be friends with someone who could say that about me, but i'm going to stay civil. I dont care if the rest of the group are friends with you, i dont care if maybe eventually we start talking. But we'll never really be friends again. In the end i hope you know what you lost.