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Tonight I went to church with Michelle and my sister..
and let me just tell you. it was amazing.
I really do not even know how to explain it.
I was so deeply touched.
i cried. i took communion.
i just.. wow.
yeah.
I dislike that there is so much hurt and pain and struggle going on in the world.
and so much selfishness. I want to be more selfless. I want to help others so much. I do not want to
hear myself say "i want" anything for myself as often as I do say it.
I really dont want to do my hw.. but Im gonna haha.
Im disappointed in myself but I think I will be able to live with it.
grades arent going to kill me. I am still a good person,
and I will still be accomplished.
I can be happy in my own skin.
I can be happy. and proud of myself and the things
that I accomplish.
yet I do not want to be too proud.
its so awesome.
knowing what you want to do,
for yourself, your life and for other people.
I love my family, and my best friends
and the lord.
<3