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[unique_me__]

This summer has been so wierd.
its been so busy with hoyt and shit like that.

thats what bugs me.
these changes with my plans that i had.
and people just change them.
by nature, i cant do fucking anything.

I need to get away.

im not going to la.
havent had time to go to st. louis.
my effing parents didnt take me to pentwater.
we havent had time to take a family vacation.
and ive only gone upnorth.
i am going this weekend. but its not enough.

if i had a car, i wouldnt be here right now.

id like to go to:
Chicago
London
and
Spain.

What the heck happened?

and i hate these books i have to read.

i want to read the books that were on my list.
and what the FUCK.
Who are these people taking over my life.

and what the hell just happened yesterday.

i dont think i will ever even come out of schock.
the way it happened.
she experienced that.
i can only think of them right now.
and any bitch who gets in their buisness for attention
and to be fake.
and who ever tells the whole god time world.

ill slap them so hard.
and make sure they say sorry.