sLeEpY yEt AwAkE aT tHe SaMe TiMe...
Today was a pretty good day. Things went very well over all. Tabbie seems to being doing well. I seem to be doing well with not hurting anyone or upseting them. So it's all good as of right now. Umm.. I am doing pretty good with my GED stuff. Getting alot done with a pretty good amount of time. Yet it is sooo boring. Grr.. Oh well, gotta do what you gotta do, right.. I really am shooting for getting my GED before I turn 18. Which is in 3 months. So yeah, hopefully i get it before then. Anyways.. I am trying to think of shit to say. Hmm.. The E-town Central football game is tomorrow at 8. WOOO!!! I get to see all my old ex friends. I call them ex friends cause when I went to school we were all cool as hell. Then I drop out, and everyone acts like I dont even exsist. The closet people i was friends with that i thought i would be friends with for life dont even call me or anything anymore. Its horrible. Its like right as you drop out or are out of school, its like BOOM your gone forever. It sucks ass. I miss all the good times. Goofing off with them, getting in trouble at school, getting bitched at by teachers and all that good stuff. But yeah, who cares. I mean.. once you leave school you actually find out who your true friends are. The ones that keep intouch with you and actually wanna keep intouch with you. I miss everyone.. Oh well, they dont miss me.
Anyways... I get to see my baby tomorrow. At the game. YEAY!!!! That makes me so happy. Her and I have made it through almost half a year. We will make it.. till I die. Tabbie is the love of my life. She is the light that leads me to the next day. She is my angel. She is the sparkel in my eye, that some of you may see.. if you ever see me. Yes, that sparkel is her. I love that girl so fucking much. I wanna marry her. I wanna walk her down the iel. I wanna have a family with her. She is so great. She treats me like a princess. She treats me with so much respect. Yes, we do have our ups and downs, but all relationships do. Thats what makes things stronger. Arguing is like a test. A test on your to see if you can take the hit. The hit of pain and hurt to see if it is love. And our love is real. Very real. I have never felt this way before. The way that she makes me feel. It is so great. It is an unbelievable feeling. You will know that feeling when you find the one.
Anyways.. Thats enough for now. I needa hit the sack. Goodnight to all.
I LOVE YOU TABITHA MARIE HENDLEY---LYONS!!!
( i updated for you to have something to read so there ya go hunnie. I LOVE YOU!!!)
LATER!
Anyways... I get to see my baby tomorrow. At the game. YEAY!!!! That makes me so happy. Her and I have made it through almost half a year. We will make it.. till I die. Tabbie is the love of my life. She is the light that leads me to the next day. She is my angel. She is the sparkel in my eye, that some of you may see.. if you ever see me. Yes, that sparkel is her. I love that girl so fucking much. I wanna marry her. I wanna walk her down the iel. I wanna have a family with her. She is so great. She treats me like a princess. She treats me with so much respect. Yes, we do have our ups and downs, but all relationships do. Thats what makes things stronger. Arguing is like a test. A test on your to see if you can take the hit. The hit of pain and hurt to see if it is love. And our love is real. Very real. I have never felt this way before. The way that she makes me feel. It is so great. It is an unbelievable feeling. You will know that feeling when you find the one.
Anyways.. Thats enough for now. I needa hit the sack. Goodnight to all.
I LOVE YOU TABITHA MARIE HENDLEY---LYONS!!!
( i updated for you to have something to read so there ya go hunnie. I LOVE YOU!!!)
LATER!