This needs to be done..

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Well, I had an awesome few days with Ashley. We've been spending a lot of time together, mostly at the mall. lol. We're always acting crazy and listening to kick ass music. She is my only friend who I feel as if I can be myself around. I'm going to come back to school this year and you're all going to see how much I've changed, and I'm ready for the comments. I don't care anymore. You can say whatever you want to say about me, but this is me! I listen to all different kinds of music.. anything from Grateful Dead, to Van Halen, to Mindless Self Indulgence, to Mudvayne, to Cradle of Filth, to Fall Out Boy. Anything! If I like it, I'll listen to it. I don't care if I know everything about the band or not. So, when you see me this year with my make-up, band t-shirts, and new pants.. fuck off! Say whatever the hell you want about me, but just know it's not going to effect me at all. I just gave up on caring. I've been made fun of most my life for being different, what's so different about it now? I am who I am and that's all I can do.

I'm a cutter,
I'm depressed,
I listen to rock,
I've changed.

Also, in other news. I've lost the person I've mentioned in previous entries. He wants nothing to do with me and one of my good friends. It sucks.. but I think I can get over it. I would write more, but I just got into this really good movie, so I'm gonna go watch it. I'll write later.