Another one for the road.

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I had another panic attack last night. I just sat in my chair, twitching and drawing. More sketches of chickens and faces that are split in two. I just wanted to end it. I sat in my bed thinking about how it would be so easy to jump off my balcony. Granted I am only on the fourh floor and probably wouldn't even do that much damage. Unless of course I swan dived. But I have no idea how to swan dive.
I'm just feeling overwhelmed right now. There is too much to deal with at once. I must remember to take baby steps.
One thing at a time and it will get done. Now as long as I can stop crying, I'll be alright.