hey look at me im melodramatic
im not going to washington. im not seeing kidcrash. im going to have the house to myself for thanksgiving but not throwing a show because krasner is having one the same weekend and no one will come. i dont have anywhere to go for thanksgiving and no one to spend it with. i dont care. i do care. i want to leave.
the weekend was fun. ny girls stayed at my house. got too drunk, made an ass of myself. freaked out on acid, lots of fun.
i wrote/drew/painted a couple pages in my notebook on saturday which i havent done in a long time. im trying to make it more of a habit. maybe ill scan a page or two. maybe not because some of it is personal and/or stupid/wont make sense to anyone but me.
ive been taking pictures more lately and i feel pretty good about that. im excited to get my holga rolls developed.
i need to get a job so i can buy people christmas presents because i just realized it is fast approaching and i am only running out of money. i dont even want a job. i dont want to feel stuck. i dont even want to be in maryland. i just want to be someplace new all alone with a new job and my own place with no friends and then i can just wallow in pitiful misery BECAUSE THAT WIL OBVIOUSLY SOLVE ALL MY PROBLEMS.
also, im considering setting up a pirate radio station based out of my parents house.
the weekend was fun. ny girls stayed at my house. got too drunk, made an ass of myself. freaked out on acid, lots of fun.
i wrote/drew/painted a couple pages in my notebook on saturday which i havent done in a long time. im trying to make it more of a habit. maybe ill scan a page or two. maybe not because some of it is personal and/or stupid/wont make sense to anyone but me.
ive been taking pictures more lately and i feel pretty good about that. im excited to get my holga rolls developed.
i need to get a job so i can buy people christmas presents because i just realized it is fast approaching and i am only running out of money. i dont even want a job. i dont want to feel stuck. i dont even want to be in maryland. i just want to be someplace new all alone with a new job and my own place with no friends and then i can just wallow in pitiful misery BECAUSE THAT WIL OBVIOUSLY SOLVE ALL MY PROBLEMS.
also, im considering setting up a pirate radio station based out of my parents house.