Amber
So, as many of you may know: my really good friend Amber died in a car accident yesterday, on the first day of the entire new year. Talk about a shitty way to start off 2006. 22 days before her brithday...and 4 months before we graduate. I found out in the beginning of 2nd hour, broke down and cried. Received hugs from people I didn't think even gave a shit about me. Probably still don't, but consolence is nice. It really just smacks you in the face, hard. Death is so permanent, so forever. I can't get over that from now on when I wake up, I'm never going to see her again. I'll never get to call her "Ambular" again. I guess this is proof that life can be too short, but I think she went too early. She had so much ahead of her. Ok, I can't go on anymore. I need to get ready for work. Oh yeah, I got a job: Barros. Fan-effing-tastic. My makeup officially looks like hell...I'm out of here.