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It's finally got to th e stage where my trying to protect myself is ruining everythign i have and want.
If protecting yourself is hurting you more , then theres obviously a problem.
I think its time i made a change, i need to stop this stupid obsession with not being naive, with not getting hurt. we cant all be all seing know it alls. everyone gets caught out from time to time. Its time to take a step back and stop being so silly, before I lose andrew for good. I'm already pushing hima way, when what i really want is to pull him closer.
I need to learn that my opinions aren't necessarily true, I CAN be wrong and that i can't have everythign the way i want it.
I really am gona try so hard to. before its too late
If protecting yourself is hurting you more , then theres obviously a problem.
I think its time i made a change, i need to stop this stupid obsession with not being naive, with not getting hurt. we cant all be all seing know it alls. everyone gets caught out from time to time. Its time to take a step back and stop being so silly, before I lose andrew for good. I'm already pushing hima way, when what i really want is to pull him closer.
I need to learn that my opinions aren't necessarily true, I CAN be wrong and that i can't have everythign the way i want it.
I really am gona try so hard to. before its too late