Self reflection
I realised I'm far too trusting!
In the past nearly everyone i have trusted has thrown it back in my face, Ste being the prime example. I would have trusted him with my life and he ruined it all and hurt me so much.
And I'm finding myself doing it far too often, trusting someone I've jsut met with big things! Even if they seem nice!
Beechy summed it up well "but you've only known me a week" and its true. I told him all this fucked up stuff, all these weights on ym shoulders and I don't even know him. Ok he's one of Labas best mates and so that gives him like a 10 mile headstart on the road to trusting. But why do I do it to myself.
Why can't I cope on my own, why the need to tell everyone?
This entry being incredibly hypocritical of course, but I think I'm gona start making private entries. So if your thinking gosh Holly has non problems recently, I most likely to jsut aren't going to burden you all
In the past nearly everyone i have trusted has thrown it back in my face, Ste being the prime example. I would have trusted him with my life and he ruined it all and hurt me so much.
And I'm finding myself doing it far too often, trusting someone I've jsut met with big things! Even if they seem nice!
Beechy summed it up well "but you've only known me a week" and its true. I told him all this fucked up stuff, all these weights on ym shoulders and I don't even know him. Ok he's one of Labas best mates and so that gives him like a 10 mile headstart on the road to trusting. But why do I do it to myself.
Why can't I cope on my own, why the need to tell everyone?
This entry being incredibly hypocritical of course, but I think I'm gona start making private entries. So if your thinking gosh Holly has non problems recently, I most likely to jsut aren't going to burden you all