You can say you're sorry,

Oct 30, 2009 19:31

but I won't believe you baby, like I did before.

Man I love this Taylor Swift song, it's called "You're Not Sorry"...it describes my relationship perfectly right now! Like every single word.
I've decided that tomorrow when I hang out with Connor i'm going to set everything straight. I'm not going to let him use me anymore.
I'm so sick of him lying over and over again and I know he thinks I'll always be there (to have sex with) but I'm not going to anymore. He chose Jessica, so that's who he gets. If he decides he wants me he has to leave her, for good and not talk to her anymore or anything because there is no way in hell I'll ever trust him again. I'm sick of being "the other woman" and having to be a secret.  I don't deserve to be with someone who can't even really be with me. It's all just too much. I know I say I'm going to put my foot down all the time but this time I mean it. I have better things to worry about.

connor, love, friends, breakup

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