vincent van gogh's last words:
sadness will last forever
shall i? or shall i not?
we'll see. updating is a chore. what with studying for final exams coming up over the next two weeks, and attempting to train for a new jobish, all the while being so sleepy yet so envious of the people playing frisbee outside my window - i've forgotten about myself. i've had so little time alone, and i mean truly alone, in the past little while that i've built up a lot of stress.
you see - for me to be sensible, to be real, i need to do nothing with anyone, or anything. i need relaxation, art, books, and other things to keep me sane.
soon enough, once i arrive back in kona in two short weeks, i'll not have to worry about balancing school whilst having a job (as if i did...), but i will only have a simple job with which homework is not an issue.
the ultimate dream, a night of freedom, with no anticipations.
shall i? or shall i not?
we'll see. updating is a chore. what with studying for final exams coming up over the next two weeks, and attempting to train for a new jobish, all the while being so sleepy yet so envious of the people playing frisbee outside my window - i've forgotten about myself. i've had so little time alone, and i mean truly alone, in the past little while that i've built up a lot of stress.
you see - for me to be sensible, to be real, i need to do nothing with anyone, or anything. i need relaxation, art, books, and other things to keep me sane.
soon enough, once i arrive back in kona in two short weeks, i'll not have to worry about balancing school whilst having a job (as if i did...), but i will only have a simple job with which homework is not an issue.
the ultimate dream, a night of freedom, with no anticipations.