cut the skin to the bone fall asleep all alone
ive decided to take a bit of time off, im going to get my relationship back that i had a year ago with my mother. leida cried when i left last night first she looked at me as i was packing and said "are you leaving"
and i said "leaving you"? and she said "yea" and i sat down and said "no baby, im not leavig you, im just going to get my head straight
i need to get my head straight before school starts" and she said she would call me evryday and let me know she was alright, i love her so damn much and i dont know how im going to be without her for a week
but this is somthing i need to do, and i know it i think im going to get a councelor, but i dont know yet latly i nust feel like verything is going to fall apart, and i cant help it, i feel like me and leida are going to just crash, iknow were not because we love eachother too much,
but thats how i feel, and if my mom things im crazy for loving her then ill fuckin hate her for ever i ant help it i didnt ask to love her
*jayme*
and i said "leaving you"? and she said "yea" and i sat down and said "no baby, im not leavig you, im just going to get my head straight
i need to get my head straight before school starts" and she said she would call me evryday and let me know she was alright, i love her so damn much and i dont know how im going to be without her for a week
but this is somthing i need to do, and i know it i think im going to get a councelor, but i dont know yet latly i nust feel like verything is going to fall apart, and i cant help it, i feel like me and leida are going to just crash, iknow were not because we love eachother too much,
but thats how i feel, and if my mom things im crazy for loving her then ill fuckin hate her for ever i ant help it i didnt ask to love her
*jayme*