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he died yesterday morning, i cried alot yesterday mom and dad went to north florida to help my grandmother
its kinda funny that i cried i guess somewhere i realy did love him, his goal in life was to be the bigest asshole, but he was the only grandpa id ever known and now hes gone. i didnt want to go with them because
i didnt want to see him like that mom said she will be up there a wile
she gave me her house key and told me i could go hang out there if i wanted to, we went over there last night, to get my check she left me
my dad actually showed me that he loved me yesterday, he huged me and said "dont cry baby" that the only time hes actually showed he cared in a long time for at least 6 years, im kind of still in shock, i dont want to beleive hes gone. i kindof want to cry now but im trying to be strong
on a happier note its the 4th of july i dont hvae anyone to buy alcohol for me, blu isnt back from new jersey yet, and overall my life sucks
*jayme*
accept for leida of course and my mother i love them so much they keep me here
its kinda funny that i cried i guess somewhere i realy did love him, his goal in life was to be the bigest asshole, but he was the only grandpa id ever known and now hes gone. i didnt want to go with them because
i didnt want to see him like that mom said she will be up there a wile
she gave me her house key and told me i could go hang out there if i wanted to, we went over there last night, to get my check she left me
my dad actually showed me that he loved me yesterday, he huged me and said "dont cry baby" that the only time hes actually showed he cared in a long time for at least 6 years, im kind of still in shock, i dont want to beleive hes gone. i kindof want to cry now but im trying to be strong
on a happier note its the 4th of july i dont hvae anyone to buy alcohol for me, blu isnt back from new jersey yet, and overall my life sucks
*jayme*
accept for leida of course and my mother i love them so much they keep me here