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i just cant stand it when she disrespects my property, its not like i actually have anything left of mine my own heart isnt even mine it feels like and i hate it i cant fucking stand it First of all i HATE ambrose the only reason i said i didnt mind if he came over is because i know hed be coming over anyways and i knew that he needed some where to go and then today i ask him whos belt he has on and he says leidas, i hate that, THAT FUCKING BELT IS MINE. i swear to fucking god if he damaged that belt in anyways i will KILL him. and i know im being stupid but no one understands josh bought me that and josh may be the only guy that i have ever loved i mean for gods sakes he took my virgenity. (well actually his dad did when i was nine, but that was rape.) and i just dont get it why does she still give him everything he needs when all he does is use her i fuckin hate it we went over there last night because he called and said he needed us and then today he says *oh my mom unkicked me out so you guys need to bring my stuff back over* FUCK YOU . god now i miss josh, and whats realy fucked up is ambrose and josh HATE each other . well im out
*jayme*
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