Feb 13, 2005 21:55
so friday i felt a a horrible friend..but then..en if i had said something..it wouldnt have made any difference. and nothing really happened. but..either way i betray a friend..i hate being in the middle..
me n my mom have actualy been nice to each other for like almost a week..cpet for today kinda, but wow..its like a record. i think its just cuz shes sick so she doesnt have the energy to yell at me and make me cry..
necesito un valentino..pero no me gusta la dia. i dont see the point in it. i dont see the point in any holiday really..
manana i have a bongo lesson but i dunno if ima go cuz my mom is sick and i dont wanna make her take me out there..
i need to do something different. i need to stop thinking about beaker. i need to stop being so stupid. but..im content with my life right now.
..lily..