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Mar 06, 2002 00:04

I'm rambling because I can't totally concentrate with Eddie, Sheldon and Laurence playing Jet Set Radio Future in the background. Yesterday was my day off. I called Leah, and she was at home cleaning her room, I asked if I could help out and she said ok... So I found the Valentine's Day card that I had gotten her and her present and headed over at about 3pm. She forgot my present and card at school, but that's OK. The card I got her was a really sappy one from Blue Mountain. It just fit us perfectly. And I got her the Survival Guide to Dating and Sex. It's such a funny book. I was reading it aloud while she was cleaning her room. Then we were talking about Mary Baldwin, and the other students there, and how life is for her there. Then we talked about Will... Poor, poor Will..eh heheh. I helped her clean a little bit, then she got changed. Then we went downstairs and she made a lemon cheese cake, and then dinner. Leah and I ate dinner with her parents, and James didn't eat until later.

After dinner Leah and I went to my house in my car. She finally got to see my that my room really is clean. I played Jess Klein's Flirting for her. She really dug that, and then I played some Gretchen Phillips for her. That got some interesting reactions from her... And she now wants to have I Spent My Last Ten Dollars as her theme song. LoL Once my parents got off the phone with my Grandpa, I made some popcorn for us. We starting watching Better than Chocolate, and Will called.. She talked to him, and it turns out he got two flat tires.... She is so bad at sounding sincere on the phone. I could see right through her, it was so funny... and what was so funny is that Will believed that she genuinely felt sorry for him... I was laughing and teasing her while they were talking. I ended up with my head in her lap for the rest of the movie. She really liked the movie, I knew she would!

After that she tweezed my eyebrows. She said she would do it weeks ago, but never got to because I was in Baltimore for Katsucon. So she sat Indian style in my bed, with a pillow on her lap and my head on the pillow. It wasn't really that painful, but my eyes kept watering uncontrollably. Which was really really annoying. Afterwards I showed my mom, and she was just like OK. We were talking about lesbians and me and stuff. Like how my parents don't really react to anything, and how Leah's parents always react to everything. Like how I felt like I had to force a reaction out of my parents, weeks after I told them I was gay, because it was really bugging me that they didn't say anything. Then Leah was making fun of me for getting more "lesbian action" then I get when she isn't even lesbian, because she's "straight with lesbian tendencies.." lol.

She cracked her neck, and then was talking about how she could never get this one spot in her upper back to crack and it was really bothering her, so I told her to come here and motioned towards me. I rubbed her upper back, but that didn't help her crack it at that point. She was able to later though and she felt a lot better. We were sitting on my bed and Leah noticed that one of her socks had a bleach spot.. And so I started to tickle her foot, and she was getting all jittery and was telling me that I need to respect her feet, and I told her I was.... She said no.. that I was loving her feet... She started to tell me that getting your toes sucked is really erotic, that she read it in Kama Sutra.. My reply was oh really?? and she told me that she did it to Will and he just about passed out. LoL. I have a better tolerance for tickling than she does, btw. ~,^

She was laughing and told me that I am a really confusing person. That I act like I want something, but I that never do anything. That I never try anything ever. I just started laughing and told her maybe someday I will. She gave me this look, said That's it! pinned me down and kissed me. SO I just had to kiss her back...so that went on for a while. Pretty passionately actually. ^_^ and then she was like now what? And I was like now what what? Because there are 2 things you could only mean when you say now what. 1 is are we going any further sexually, or what now as in are we still friends or what. like what are we? Well apparently she meant the first.. but we didn't go any further. I didn't particularly want to make love to her.. (OK I would be lying if I said I never want to, I just meant I didn't last night, honestly). She laughed and told me that I need a girlfriend, but that she couldn't be my girlfriend. We both laughed.. For one she's still dating Will... (poor, poor Will...lol). By now it was about 1am, and her mom had actually said that she didn't want Leah coming home around 12:30am... (ooooooooops.. heheheheh.) So I drove her home and we had some yummy cheesecake. (hmmm it was really really good lemon cheesecake, Sarah ~,^) I always end up sleeping over at Leah's every time I visit, its always been like that for years and years.. So we were in the TV room, which is the room she sleeps in right now btw, lying on the couch. She was reading one of her Romance novels...Nobody's Baby buy Mine. It sounded so cliche, but as she was reading I was playing with her feet, and I eventually fell to sleep. She had to finish her book so she was up til 4am reading that book!... lol.

We got up in the morning and she made lunch, and we went upstairs and took she took a whole bunch of those thespark.com tests. So we both ended up learning some dirt on each other.. Like I had my first kisses way before she had ever been kissed. LoL... And yes we did decide that she had cheated on Will with me last night, (technically right? lol... Poor, poor Will....) James came home from school, and we took him to Lee District, where he's a life guard, and then she took me back to her place so I could get in my car and go home then go to work. So I went home, and she went to the bank and off to the salon to get a hair cut.
Right about now I suspect that she is with Will.... lol. Right now I'm at Eddies. I have lots more fun stuff to post, so I'll get around to it later, but right now Eddie is hooking up the x-box to their projection TV and we're all going to play Jet Set Radio Future on it. TTYL~~

Actually before I go I have to talk about this. With Leah, I have so much fun letting her do what she wants. That's how it is, and how it's always been, and I'm sure that's how it will always be. She always does what she wants. I know that, and have always known that. It's always quite amusing. I must admit, even though there are lots of things I want to do to her, like kiss her, I never do. I tease and confuse her so bad that she can't take it anymore and finally just does something. That's actually a lot of fun for me, I never realized it til last night though, because I used to let it torment me before..but I know not to now. and it makes me feel so much better. We just play off of each other so well. LoL. I'm feeling really good right now. And Friday night we plan on going to Nation. It looks like its going to be me, Leah, Eddie and maybe Will. If will is going to be a clingy bastard about it we're going to ditch him and just go without him. I'm going to dance with Leah and Eddie, and there won't be a damn thing that Will can do about it. The funniest thing is that everyone (Her family, my family, Will and everyone) think she's just this sweet little innocent girl. But I know her, and I can see right through her, Will may get a rude awakening if he does dancing with us. lol. I definitely have to post later.... but the guys are waiting for me!(haha yeah right).

sex, rainbow, food, gifts, movies, self reflection, love, video games, friends, stupid, drama, leah, jackie, mbc, music, eddie, sheldon, cleaning, angst

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