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my dad had surgery as mOst Of yOu already nO. it`s been really hard. he had cancer. he`s dOin better. the dOctors gOt it all Out. =] thank gOd. i`m dOiin bad iin skOol, and my friiends letS juSt say i`ve drifted away, not purposely it just happend. my boyfriend well.. ii love him but things aren`t great, there nOt even goOd, nOt even Ok. there juSt there. ii hate iit. ii can`t stand iit and iit driives me crazy all day. ii screamed at rOger fOr thrOwing a fuCkin skittle at me!! wtf iis wrOng with me?? i`m sOrry rOger. i can`t stop thinkin about it, and if he`s gunna call or nOt. i`ve let gO sO muCh Of my pride but at the end all i`m gunna have iis MY PRIDE, so i`m not gunna call. i dont think i did anything wrong so im not going to apologize either. i`m so scared that he doesn`t feel the same anymOre. yes babe ii thiink sOmetimes ur juSt nOt in lOve anymOre, and it scares the shit Out Of me. that's just the way i feel and i cant help it. befOre u wOuld have called, now itz like u don`t give a fuck if you talk to me or not. ii hOpe sO muCh that i`m wrOng but ii gueSs ur the Only One whO can prOve that tO me. well karina`s piCking me up in an hOur. ii effin lOve her!!!! bye.
& by the way babe, i LOVE you.
& by the way babe, i LOVE you.