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so i couldn't actually go to sleep my head feels like its going to explode into a million peices my jaws feel like they are squishing my head into those millino peices .. i feel extremely dizzy and cold and my sister and her friend are jumping around and i can't go to sleep cuz i feel really really really crappy... i want someone to take care of me!! waaaaaaaa... but seth can't cuz he doesn't have a car.. i wish someone could just take care of me make my sadness go away .. make me feel physically better.. and just make everything happy.. but that will never happen.. why wish for something that will never happen... happiness doesn't exist. i feel so sick...