Well, here I am
11:40 Friday December 9th, 2005
I feel so out of it
so out of everything, my mind wanders
I really don't understand what it is, I'm more then happy with current happenings
yet I feel so utterly appalled at the same time
I'm anxious but don't know why, I wake up every morning with a headache is my bag to heavy?
I'm stressed out, yet this has been the most enjoyable year so far.
If I could only stop complaining for half a second maybe I could get my thoughts straightened out.
The unknown pressure of lord knows what has seemed to reach it's breaking point, but why?
Even with the little stupid things that have happend this year so far, the good has more then out weighed the bad.
I'm geussing it's just the holiday season, it wreaks havoc on me in both positive and negetive ways.
Hopefully I can get things together before people get sick of me and tell me to step-off
Now to sum this post up in one word;
Clamo!
bah, in reality things are smashing
my head hurts
END JABBER!