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been over a year since i wrote anything in here, i rarely come on here anymore. i do go on myspace, to keep up with kim and kerrik, and to find out where the good parties are.
life has been stressful as hell. im doing ok in school, except for math. theres a suprise. remedial math doesnt count for the math credit and i didnt get a tutor in the beginning of the semester like i'd kind of planned.
work is....like walking into the firey furnace of hell every day haha. nah some days are alright, but theres so much drama its rediculous. and theres only 2 people my age there (no one under 21 counts as "my age", the maturity gap is too wide) and since both of them are guys people like to make up rumors. its great that everyone over 30 is so....bored? that they make shit up. well i suppose thats life. i just hate selling my soul to an organization that disguises itself as a good place that cares about people, yet is truly just about the money. well thats capitalism i suppose. one of my coworkers parents is a patient right now....thats gotta be hard for him. if my parent was a patient, i'd try to send them to philly or something. its a lot different from the inside lol. i mean, there IS some good there....real good people working there, they try to help their employees...i just happen to work in a department that has no real management. and most of the employees never went to college, just got married out of highschool, got knocked up, then realized they might have to make a living.
the thing is, though, that despite all the bitching i've done about it in the past 2 years, im still there. because i like it. but what it comes down to is that im not at a point in my life where i can have the job i like, i have to find the shitty one that pays the bills. ::sigh::
kerrik and kim moved to florida. i miss those kids like crazy. and im jealous. i need to save up some money so i can go to Ultra's WMC closing party in March.
people often say they wish they were still kids, not having to deal with stupid real world problems. but i actually prefer this. sure im broke, im trying to balance work, school, home/social life. but its really not that bad. i get really stressed out, but ultimately im too laid back to really let it get to me. it'll all work itself out.
one thing i do want, though, is to find another place to live. its getting kinda expensive here. but i like it too...im right outside of hatboro so its good for us to take walks in the summer, and its close to philly and not too far from work or home. hm.
life has been stressful as hell. im doing ok in school, except for math. theres a suprise. remedial math doesnt count for the math credit and i didnt get a tutor in the beginning of the semester like i'd kind of planned.
work is....like walking into the firey furnace of hell every day haha. nah some days are alright, but theres so much drama its rediculous. and theres only 2 people my age there (no one under 21 counts as "my age", the maturity gap is too wide) and since both of them are guys people like to make up rumors. its great that everyone over 30 is so....bored? that they make shit up. well i suppose thats life. i just hate selling my soul to an organization that disguises itself as a good place that cares about people, yet is truly just about the money. well thats capitalism i suppose. one of my coworkers parents is a patient right now....thats gotta be hard for him. if my parent was a patient, i'd try to send them to philly or something. its a lot different from the inside lol. i mean, there IS some good there....real good people working there, they try to help their employees...i just happen to work in a department that has no real management. and most of the employees never went to college, just got married out of highschool, got knocked up, then realized they might have to make a living.
the thing is, though, that despite all the bitching i've done about it in the past 2 years, im still there. because i like it. but what it comes down to is that im not at a point in my life where i can have the job i like, i have to find the shitty one that pays the bills. ::sigh::
kerrik and kim moved to florida. i miss those kids like crazy. and im jealous. i need to save up some money so i can go to Ultra's WMC closing party in March.
people often say they wish they were still kids, not having to deal with stupid real world problems. but i actually prefer this. sure im broke, im trying to balance work, school, home/social life. but its really not that bad. i get really stressed out, but ultimately im too laid back to really let it get to me. it'll all work itself out.
one thing i do want, though, is to find another place to live. its getting kinda expensive here. but i like it too...im right outside of hatboro so its good for us to take walks in the summer, and its close to philly and not too far from work or home. hm.