"Dark Horse," Being the "Chaser" in a Relationship
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I am listening to the song Dark Horse, by Katy Perry, but performed by other people (and without the rap). I really love it and relate to it. I get too intense and I *always* relate to the idea of being "the dark horse." Maybe it's a self-esteem issue, but I always fee like the underdog, and very determined. In relationships/attempts at relationships. I like to be the chaser. I wouldn't say I seduce people, but I want to feel I have to earn their love, which is kind of messed up. It's very enneagram 4 of me to take a sick pleasure in lost love and unrequited love, which are common occurrences when you are the "chaser." In fact, every instance *I* have been chased, I couldn't have been less interested. I like the feeling of winning someone over who was lukewarm of being involved with me.
I am listening to the song Dark Horse, by Katy Perry, but performed by other people (and without the rap). I really love it and relate to it. I get too intense and I *always* relate to the idea of being "the dark horse." Maybe it's a self-esteem issue, but I always fee like the underdog, and very determined. In relationships/attempts at relationships. I like to be the chaser. I wouldn't say I seduce people, but I want to feel I have to earn their love, which is kind of messed up. It's very enneagram 4 of me to take a sick pleasure in lost love and unrequited love, which are common occurrences when you are the "chaser." In fact, every instance *I* have been chased, I couldn't have been less interested. I like the feeling of winning someone over who was lukewarm of being involved with me.