Anticipating Getting Weighed at Doctor's Appointment, Jason Wu Skirt Arrived
I'm not posting this in my anorexia filter (which I use for anything weight/body image related) because I'm not going to post my actual weight and I think it could be positive for some people to read. I will put some of it behind a cut, though. I have a doctor's appointment Monday and I was not going to allow my doctor to weigh me. I know I weigh more than I would like to weigh, but I don't know the actual number. I'm afraid I have gained like 20lbs despite, if anything, undereating, and that would really upset me. I am truly afraid of that -- not that I've slacked off and been overeating and probably, realistically, gained about 5lbs. If I have gained a lot of weight, I've realized, it would be good for me to be weighed and discuss it with my doctor and how it makes no sense. My doctor would probably want to run tests on me and have me see a specialist. And I would want to do that since I don't want to keep gaining nonsensical weight. So, as hard as it is, I will let my doctor weigh me.
Also my Jason Wu skirt came in today! It fits, which I was so worried about! And I probably haven't gained weight!
I ordered a size 2, which a woman auctioning off a size 2 and a size 4 told me had a waist 26." I decided 26" was big enough because my waist has never been measured as big as 26." However, I don't know how much I actually weigh now, but I know it's towards my high end and I'm not good at measuring myself. Also maybe a 26" waist skirt is uncomfortable if your waist is really close to 26" (like maybe you shouldn't be above 25")? So I started overthinking it and wondering if I should have ordered a 4 (27" waist). I just feel so huge lately... But the size 2 came in today and the waist is quite generous on me! Not even close to being snug! So maybe my waist is not even close to being 26"? One can hope!
Also my Jason Wu skirt came in today! It fits, which I was so worried about! And I probably haven't gained weight!
I ordered a size 2, which a woman auctioning off a size 2 and a size 4 told me had a waist 26." I decided 26" was big enough because my waist has never been measured as big as 26." However, I don't know how much I actually weigh now, but I know it's towards my high end and I'm not good at measuring myself. Also maybe a 26" waist skirt is uncomfortable if your waist is really close to 26" (like maybe you shouldn't be above 25")? So I started overthinking it and wondering if I should have ordered a 4 (27" waist). I just feel so huge lately... But the size 2 came in today and the waist is quite generous on me! Not even close to being snug! So maybe my waist is not even close to being 26"? One can hope!