Going Very Slowly at Things...
Today I rode my bike and painted a bit. I'm not painting that much each day... I used to paint for many hours in one sitting. Lately I've just been taking it a step at a time, and focusing on one area/element each day. Slowly my paintings get complete. Maybe tonight I'll feel more like painting again and I will add more. I still just feel my focus isn't great, but I don't know why. I don't think I'm especially anxious. I guess as long as I keep going, that's what's important. I will do some more story brainstorming tonight since I don't intend to start a new story and I will do my poetry writing in a minute. I also have tons of books to read. Hopefully that will help keep me from amazon.com...