Depressed
Ok so we are done moving and I am now a homowner. I should be happy right? I find myself really depressed tonight and I know why just feel helpless to do anything about it. I Hate my job, it makes miserable and I find it getting worse. My physical and mental health are getting worse and this job may very well cause me to loose it. Insane sounds like a nice happy safe place right now. I am looking for a new job but in todays economy that is a hard thing to come by and I now have a morgage to pay. Sigh I didn't hate my job when I could do it from home but now that I have to cart my ass to san fransisco every damn day... it's awful. 3-4 hours of commute on public transit to sit in a cube farm and answer morons all day.
Sigh. Oh well life goes on I guess at least I have a job.
Sigh. Oh well life goes on I guess at least I have a job.