nov 30 post
still working out, day 18 i think ???
so whats new??? ummm... i think by the end of the year if things keep going the way they have been i may have to give the roomie the boot... since he has move dout here he hasnt rent full on the 1st once...
his restaurant is now only open 3 days a week and he hasnt worked 1 fucking day in 3 weeks. rent is due tomorrow. whats his reply? i got 170.... REALLY?! i cant float him and if i have to pay 10% of the bills (i cant even afford that really) then im gonna live alone. im not here to float for him and ive done that almost every month, cant get ahead. i got nothign against the guy but his lack of motivation just puts me in a bad mood when it starts affecting my financial situation...
idk wtf is gonna happen with the roommate, idk wtf is gonns happen for xmas, idk if im gonna get to take the bday trip i want or not, idk much of anything these days... for now its just work work work like always...
also one of the people closest and dearest to me in this world is very ill. Victor, I tell people he is my brother, we arent blood related but i am closer to him and his brother than i am to my own family... theyve known me since i was 11 and been there every step of the way... anyway, he has a lesion in his brain behind one of his eyes... hes been sick for a month and didnt tell me! he just told my mom the other day and this is how i found out cause she has a big mouth and cant keep a secret. he doesnt know i know but he better tell me himself soon... they havebeen running test for a montha nd still dont know whats going on, he cant really see anything but white out of the one eye and other than that no symptoms, they say either a tumor thats inoperable or MS... my heart sank into my feet when i heard that. idk what i will do if i lose him and the last thing i want is for him to suffer, there is a specalist coming saturday to go over more test results and hopefully then we will know whats goign on... i am beyond nervous and scared.
ok enough bad news... no, seriously, enough already!
so whats new??? ummm... i think by the end of the year if things keep going the way they have been i may have to give the roomie the boot... since he has move dout here he hasnt rent full on the 1st once...
his restaurant is now only open 3 days a week and he hasnt worked 1 fucking day in 3 weeks. rent is due tomorrow. whats his reply? i got 170.... REALLY?! i cant float him and if i have to pay 10% of the bills (i cant even afford that really) then im gonna live alone. im not here to float for him and ive done that almost every month, cant get ahead. i got nothign against the guy but his lack of motivation just puts me in a bad mood when it starts affecting my financial situation...
idk wtf is gonna happen with the roommate, idk wtf is gonns happen for xmas, idk if im gonna get to take the bday trip i want or not, idk much of anything these days... for now its just work work work like always...
also one of the people closest and dearest to me in this world is very ill. Victor, I tell people he is my brother, we arent blood related but i am closer to him and his brother than i am to my own family... theyve known me since i was 11 and been there every step of the way... anyway, he has a lesion in his brain behind one of his eyes... hes been sick for a month and didnt tell me! he just told my mom the other day and this is how i found out cause she has a big mouth and cant keep a secret. he doesnt know i know but he better tell me himself soon... they havebeen running test for a montha nd still dont know whats going on, he cant really see anything but white out of the one eye and other than that no symptoms, they say either a tumor thats inoperable or MS... my heart sank into my feet when i heard that. idk what i will do if i lose him and the last thing i want is for him to suffer, there is a specalist coming saturday to go over more test results and hopefully then we will know whats goign on... i am beyond nervous and scared.
ok enough bad news... no, seriously, enough already!