"So I wait for you to, take me all the way, take me all the way"
I have a lot going on right now and at the same time I have nothing going on... confusing right?!
Have to call MI soon to set up and appt for when Im out there, wanna do a beach day, probably gonna go watch Menores play, haven't seen em in forever! Im excited to hear "the defeat"
I want so much to be alone to figure myself out and straighten out my priorities but at the same time i find myself fighting this loneliness and craving the attention of someone else. Mostly sexual craving, you can re create so many parts of a relationship with friends, sharing secrets, talking about the things closest to your heart and sharing experiences but sexuality cant be recreated that way. I miss the soft touch of it, kissing, cuddling, sweet nothings, raw passionate sex. I'm addicted to it and miss it so much lately. I fear Ill go looking for that missing connection in all the wrong places.
Too bad Vince is into Sarai at the moment, I could use a 3am wake up call hahaha
Definitely torn these days. Just need to stick to the plan.
Fix my credit and figure out my financial situation for school.
Figure out where Im going after my lease is up.
DO IT!
Sounds so simple but Im the master of making the simple things in life immaculately complicated. Its kind of my specialty ive come to realize.
I just feel extra damaged as of late I think...
Have to call MI soon to set up and appt for when Im out there, wanna do a beach day, probably gonna go watch Menores play, haven't seen em in forever! Im excited to hear "the defeat"
I want so much to be alone to figure myself out and straighten out my priorities but at the same time i find myself fighting this loneliness and craving the attention of someone else. Mostly sexual craving, you can re create so many parts of a relationship with friends, sharing secrets, talking about the things closest to your heart and sharing experiences but sexuality cant be recreated that way. I miss the soft touch of it, kissing, cuddling, sweet nothings, raw passionate sex. I'm addicted to it and miss it so much lately. I fear Ill go looking for that missing connection in all the wrong places.
Too bad Vince is into Sarai at the moment, I could use a 3am wake up call hahaha
Definitely torn these days. Just need to stick to the plan.
Fix my credit and figure out my financial situation for school.
Figure out where Im going after my lease is up.
DO IT!
Sounds so simple but Im the master of making the simple things in life immaculately complicated. Its kind of my specialty ive come to realize.
I just feel extra damaged as of late I think...