Jul 23, 2004 00:26
Why do grandparents never undersand what I am? They wont let me do anyting any more. Every idea i tell them they find faults with it. They wont let me live my life how I want to live it. They think I should live how they want me to be. They have always dressed me up to be this smart little boy but thats not who I am any more. I have wanted to grow my hair long for a few years now just to experience it but according to my nanna i arnt allowed to do that as my hair is thick (I always thought that was a good thing when you wanna grow your hair?). Also I have made plans with my girlfriend to go o primrose valley for a week in October but according to my grandparents im not allowed to take a week off job hunting for that when they are allowing me to take a week off to leave the country. I know that they only want the best for me but they are ruleing my life for me. When I moved here they said they wouldent stop me from going out with friends and enjoying myself but that is exactly what they are doing. They are ruining my life because they are making me learn from THEIR mistakes. The best way to grow up is to learn from your own mistakes but they wont let me make any of my own to learn from. My life doesnt seem worth living if I cant do what I want to do without getting shouted at or a bolloking for it.
WHY WONT THEY LET ME LIVE MY LIFE!