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ur words hurt me so bad... the cruelest things anybody has ever said to me in my whole life. how dare u. these feelings of insecurities are all coming back now, fuck. i deserved them tho, i deserved every single syllable, word, and sentence. there's so much more u said... so many stings. but noooo u didnt just stop there. u went on and on and added more and more and made me feel so low about myself. im nothing. im nothing. fuck man. just fuck. i cant believe u. hearing them from someone i care about so much (which u dont even fucking believe) is what deeply affects me the most. u hope it kills me inside? well fuck, ur absolutely right. i hope ur happy, and i deserve this pain. im sorry and i hope u find someone out there better than me because according to u, im just like 'any other girl'.