week in review
. . . well, this has been quite the week. In a previous entry, I was saying how excited I was that it was a short week. Those words could not be any more true. It seems like, even though there were only 4 days to the work week, it just wouldn't end. Why does it seem that, no matter what, I am unable to catch up? This year is absolutly ridonculous. I mean seriously . . . isn't sophmore year supposed to be hell on earth?!?!? I feel that this year has been, in some ways, even worse.
Anywyas. I went to see the "A little ngiht music" tonight. They did a really great job. But leaving the theatre, I have somehow gotten into this weird mood. it isn't exactly a funk - its not a bad mood. I tend to get to a point when I can sit back and look at everything in my life, and sort of, contemplate. It is such an amazing feeling to feel loved by people. When you are lucky enough, as I have become, to have all your friends around, you can't help but be haoppy. Even in some of the hardest times, you smile becuase you've got your friends. I think that knowing that I have them has helped me to realize so much about myself. It has helped me to be honest about weho I am and what I need in life. having such great friends has hellped me to feel as though I can trust people, for the first time in my life. I have always had a problem when it came to trusting people. By opening up to my friends or the people I was in relationships with, I became voulnerable. I could never go back, and so I tended to not really open up to people, in ferar of being hurt.
But I have really begun to change that this year. Certain friends, who have always beren here for me, have really showed me how much they care. I feel that in so many ways I am the luckiest guy on earthj - because so many people love me.
And how great is it, when you find som,eboyd to share that happiness with? I can't remeber when I had felt like this. I was so scared for so long - so terrified of the truth. I never imagined that I would ever find sombody to make me comfortable with myself. But then you came along, and everything changed . . . .
But yeah, this is such a lame entry. I tend to blab, but I already feel betetr knowing that I have . . .
I HOPE EVERYBODY HAS A GREAT WEEKEND
Anywyas. I went to see the "A little ngiht music" tonight. They did a really great job. But leaving the theatre, I have somehow gotten into this weird mood. it isn't exactly a funk - its not a bad mood. I tend to get to a point when I can sit back and look at everything in my life, and sort of, contemplate. It is such an amazing feeling to feel loved by people. When you are lucky enough, as I have become, to have all your friends around, you can't help but be haoppy. Even in some of the hardest times, you smile becuase you've got your friends. I think that knowing that I have them has helped me to realize so much about myself. It has helped me to be honest about weho I am and what I need in life. having such great friends has hellped me to feel as though I can trust people, for the first time in my life. I have always had a problem when it came to trusting people. By opening up to my friends or the people I was in relationships with, I became voulnerable. I could never go back, and so I tended to not really open up to people, in ferar of being hurt.
But I have really begun to change that this year. Certain friends, who have always beren here for me, have really showed me how much they care. I feel that in so many ways I am the luckiest guy on earthj - because so many people love me.
And how great is it, when you find som,eboyd to share that happiness with? I can't remeber when I had felt like this. I was so scared for so long - so terrified of the truth. I never imagined that I would ever find sombody to make me comfortable with myself. But then you came along, and everything changed . . . .
But yeah, this is such a lame entry. I tend to blab, but I already feel betetr knowing that I have . . .
I HOPE EVERYBODY HAS A GREAT WEEKEND