I need to get the fuck out of here

[unhippie]

Don't get me wrong. I love my friends and they love me; but in terms of love, this place is not where I want to be. There's nothing for me.
But I won't leave because security is a pleasant trap. My goals can be achieved easily, but my needs are not being met and I am stifled and supressed.
depressed. distressed? what a mess.