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well yesterday was an interesting day. i got off of school at 10.30 because we had 30 minute periods and i don't have 6th and 7th hours so i go to leave uber early. so i went home and showered and shaved my legs, hehe. after that schriner and i went to ma fischer's for lunch and then we went to tre's and got her. after tre's we all went to matt's to get trashed. man, i drank so much yesterday. by 4 o'clock i had had like, 8 shots of tequila and shaker's raspberry honey liquer. it was all damn good. so then i text'd jonathan and we were writing back for a while. he likes to text more than talk, but i don't mind, its still communication all the same. but then he said it was too time consuming to type all the letters and because i was doing such a bad job of writing due to my intoxication so he called me! we talked for like, 15 minutes while i walked around all drunk outside. he ended up staying the night down in illinois so he couldn't hang out but he said this weekend we would. after i drank a bunch more after talking to him and doing many other random things, patrick (cool patrick, p dide, we call him), brad, schriner and i went to sentry to get hot dogs and buns to grill out. right as we were starting i went into one of my spells and got all pissed and sad because kris was being a jackass. then, when p dide and i were grilling on the porch, un-cool patrick came over. i was fucking livid. i was so pissed off. he was still trying to be all friendly and i was just so drunk i just yelled whatever i felt. then i camped out in brad's room for the rest of them night. then kris and i got into another fight and then i went home. i was supposed to see the star wars movie at midnight with my brothers but i was too tired.
i want to talk to someone. i have so many thoughts in my head and need to get them out. i really want to talk to kris, actually. things were pretty cool between us until last night. i probably said a bunch of bullshit last night that i didn't mean and now we're on bad terms. i feel bad. i just want this friendship to work out. sometimes it seems like its not worth it. but he is my best friend and i still love him to death. i just wish i weren't so fucking crazy sometimes. what do i do?
i'm excited for this weekend. i don't know if jonathan will call me on friday or saturday. either way i'll be satisfied. i had to text him back last night to know what sort of alcohol he likes. i bought the shaker for when we'd hang out but i drank most of it so i need to buy something else. he likes scandinavian vodka and he sent me the names of some of the ones he likes. so p dide and i are going to the liquor store on friday. or he is. we can find them at pick n save and i can't go in there, they'll card me, so, yeah.
well i got nothing else.
carrie
well yesterday was an interesting day. i got off of school at 10.30 because we had 30 minute periods and i don't have 6th and 7th hours so i go to leave uber early. so i went home and showered and shaved my legs, hehe. after that schriner and i went to ma fischer's for lunch and then we went to tre's and got her. after tre's we all went to matt's to get trashed. man, i drank so much yesterday. by 4 o'clock i had had like, 8 shots of tequila and shaker's raspberry honey liquer. it was all damn good. so then i text'd jonathan and we were writing back for a while. he likes to text more than talk, but i don't mind, its still communication all the same. but then he said it was too time consuming to type all the letters and because i was doing such a bad job of writing due to my intoxication so he called me! we talked for like, 15 minutes while i walked around all drunk outside. he ended up staying the night down in illinois so he couldn't hang out but he said this weekend we would. after i drank a bunch more after talking to him and doing many other random things, patrick (cool patrick, p dide, we call him), brad, schriner and i went to sentry to get hot dogs and buns to grill out. right as we were starting i went into one of my spells and got all pissed and sad because kris was being a jackass. then, when p dide and i were grilling on the porch, un-cool patrick came over. i was fucking livid. i was so pissed off. he was still trying to be all friendly and i was just so drunk i just yelled whatever i felt. then i camped out in brad's room for the rest of them night. then kris and i got into another fight and then i went home. i was supposed to see the star wars movie at midnight with my brothers but i was too tired.
i want to talk to someone. i have so many thoughts in my head and need to get them out. i really want to talk to kris, actually. things were pretty cool between us until last night. i probably said a bunch of bullshit last night that i didn't mean and now we're on bad terms. i feel bad. i just want this friendship to work out. sometimes it seems like its not worth it. but he is my best friend and i still love him to death. i just wish i weren't so fucking crazy sometimes. what do i do?
i'm excited for this weekend. i don't know if jonathan will call me on friday or saturday. either way i'll be satisfied. i had to text him back last night to know what sort of alcohol he likes. i bought the shaker for when we'd hang out but i drank most of it so i need to buy something else. he likes scandinavian vodka and he sent me the names of some of the ones he likes. so p dide and i are going to the liquor store on friday. or he is. we can find them at pick n save and i can't go in there, they'll card me, so, yeah.
well i got nothing else.
carrie