is your heart in it?
im such a mess right now..i dont really know what to do with myself...i cant sleep becuase my head is constantly contimplating....yesterday me and jp hunted down frank since is phone has been out of service for awhile..we found him at larossas and i was like bahhh i miss frank so much so we talked and ate and then we went and drove around for a good amount of time talking about the rally and stuff and just filling him in on things that have happened while he was gone and he told us about california...then the 3 of us went to the y and me and frank called people to remind them of the andover event and we made packets for stewie that we are mailing out today!!IF YOU DONT GET ONE JUST ASK ME TO EMAIL YOU ONE!!! we stayed at the y until they had to close and it was actually a pretty fun time haha...then i went home and talked with people online and chase on the phone then sam until 2 in the morning haha...me and sam have cracked the code we are so smart..i love long talks with sam she is so good with advice its crazy..and WHOOOO i get to see awesome people this weekend im so excited!!!....
Everything that keeps me together is falling apart, I've got this thing that I consider my only art of fucking people over My boss just quit the job says he's goin?out to find blind spots and he'll do it The 3rd Planet is sure that they're being watched by an eye in the sky that can't be stopped When you get to the promise land your gonna shake that eyes hand Your heart felt good it was drippin?pitch and made of wood And your hands and knees felt cold and wet on the grass to me Well, outside naked, shiverin' looking blue, from the cold sunlight that's reflected off the moon Baby come angels fly around you, reminding you we used to be three and not just two And that's how the world began And that's how the world will end Well, a third had just been made and we were swimming in the water, didn't know then was it a son was it a daughter When it occurred to me that the animals are swimming around in the water in the oceans in our bodies and another had been found another ocean on the planet given that our blood is just like the Atlantic And how The universe is shaped exactly like the earth if you go straight long enough you'll end up where you were
this song is stuck on repeat in my head.....