mothershitfuckerassshitfuck...ahhh
Do you ever feel like there isn't a single person in the whole world that understands you or how you feel or the way you think.
Have you ever hated someone you loved for being able to call you out and hate them for being right, and wanting them to be wrong, just so you don't hate yourself. And at the same time still not understand you even thought they are right?
Have you ever wished that you knew what the hell i was talking about, because i wonder myeslf, what it is i'm trying to say.
Have you ever wished you could use fast forward and see , so you can know that it will all be alright..."it's all good all the time", i'm trying so hard to believe that. i'm jsut going through so much struggling right now,
I'm struggling for everything right now, i'm clawing and scraping just to get by on whatever, money, sanity, energy, hope, breath, anything jsut to survive.
Things are harder then they have ever been, i don't know what to do. i can't just sit around and wait for them to fix themselves, this i know, but i don't know what or how to go about helping myself here, i'm reacing for anything in this darkness, and there's nothing, it's like being completely wieghtless and floating in the dark and not knowing which way is up or down
Have you ever hated someone you loved for being able to call you out and hate them for being right, and wanting them to be wrong, just so you don't hate yourself. And at the same time still not understand you even thought they are right?
Have you ever wished that you knew what the hell i was talking about, because i wonder myeslf, what it is i'm trying to say.
Have you ever wished you could use fast forward and see , so you can know that it will all be alright..."it's all good all the time", i'm trying so hard to believe that. i'm jsut going through so much struggling right now,
I'm struggling for everything right now, i'm clawing and scraping just to get by on whatever, money, sanity, energy, hope, breath, anything jsut to survive.
Things are harder then they have ever been, i don't know what to do. i can't just sit around and wait for them to fix themselves, this i know, but i don't know what or how to go about helping myself here, i'm reacing for anything in this darkness, and there's nothing, it's like being completely wieghtless and floating in the dark and not knowing which way is up or down