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so um I can't seem to sleep b/c I'm up thinking about crap that doesn't matter. Like how I lost Carl... even though I pretty much still have him... he just doesn't want to date me and it bothers me for some reason... like really bad.
I'm being whiney and rambley and I am deff not using proper grammar... but idc.
I wish I were pretty. Then I wouldn't have these stupid boy problems. Maybe I really don't care enough to fix my makeup perfect everyday, get a tan, and some big nasty fake boobs. Why does it matter? I want someone who doesn't care about that shit.
Who am I kidding, I just want someone to cuddle me. And to kiss me... But I have that... hmmph. Ok, I want someone that will call me their's. That sounds better. I wish he loved me... I'm a loser.
wtf is my problem? for reals?
I'm being whiney and rambley and I am deff not using proper grammar... but idc.
I wish I were pretty. Then I wouldn't have these stupid boy problems. Maybe I really don't care enough to fix my makeup perfect everyday, get a tan, and some big nasty fake boobs. Why does it matter? I want someone who doesn't care about that shit.
Who am I kidding, I just want someone to cuddle me. And to kiss me... But I have that... hmmph. Ok, I want someone that will call me their's. That sounds better. I wish he loved me... I'm a loser.
wtf is my problem? for reals?