maybe you should read this, but it might make ya mad

[unhappily_yourz]

i would just like to say for the record i am sorry that sometimes things dont work out the way they have been planned ...i am sorry that sometimes there are things that are more important than going to a baseball game or a rave or getting loaded .. sometimes .. you need to sacrifice what you want to do with what you need to do .. i am sorry that i couldnt make it out and i had to call you last minute.. but i am not sorry that i am a grown up that has other things in my life that sometimes need to be tended to. So if everyone wants to get all down and out on me .. by all means go right ahead but the fact is i am sick and tired of being forced to feel like i am the bad guy cause i have a house to pay for .. cause i have to work late .. cause i need to do something that isnt party related im sick and tired of being made to feel like a sell out just because i have things in my life that i value to be more IMPORTANT at times than going out and getting fucked up with everyone else .. im sorry that i am trying to be a responsible adult and things sometimes dont end up going the way that you all want them to go ..

and im sure this will anger some of you but you know what .. i run my life and im gonna start doing what i feel i need to do and wheather you like it or not thats how its going to be im not gonna feel bad anymore for the things i choose to do .. that is all