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so i gets to go skydiving this weekend, hopefully anyway. i keep thinking that my car is gonna break down or something... by "or something" i mean i think the front axle is gonna snap while im driving down the highway and my life will end in a firey merciless hell. yea my truck sux i need to fix it. last night was the first night since i started school tht i stayed up all night to work. I wrote 20 pages of code last night and no sir i dont like it. i hate not getting sleep and although i know my body is tired i dont feel like sleeping its only 8:30 anyway. the only thing i could think to pass the time at this current moment is to write in here, sorry nothing interesting.
I get to see tracy tomorrow, it kinda sux that she is always so far away, so i always get excited when i get to see her, its been what now 4 days. i know thats not even that long but still, i like to be with her.
here wait i think i feel some creativity coming... wait for it... nope i lost it.
that last post i put up i wrote maybe 4-5 years ago, i cant write like that anymore. i no longer have the emotion in me... funny story. anyone that really knows me knows i have one mood "apathetic" well maybe besides for when i go snowboarding or do something cool then i get excited. anyway back to the point i was trying to make, for the longest time i really didnt care about anything at all. i just kinda floated by like a leaf in a stream, always moving but always at the same level. anyway i have begun in the past month or so to regain some feelings i havnt felt in a long time, not all of them good unfortunatly. i am now unsure why i started this with the pretext "funny story" because neither is it funny nor a story, more like me just saying what was on my mind. anyway i believe it is do to the feelings i have for tracy, its like i let one thing out and now the latch is busted on the vault. its ok i suppose maybe a little much at once but nothing ive never delt with before. anyway i wanna partake but i only have a little and i have even littler money, you heard me right im poor. so dont expect nothing from me. alright you guys are bothering me im out of here
I get to see tracy tomorrow, it kinda sux that she is always so far away, so i always get excited when i get to see her, its been what now 4 days. i know thats not even that long but still, i like to be with her.
here wait i think i feel some creativity coming... wait for it... nope i lost it.
that last post i put up i wrote maybe 4-5 years ago, i cant write like that anymore. i no longer have the emotion in me... funny story. anyone that really knows me knows i have one mood "apathetic" well maybe besides for when i go snowboarding or do something cool then i get excited. anyway back to the point i was trying to make, for the longest time i really didnt care about anything at all. i just kinda floated by like a leaf in a stream, always moving but always at the same level. anyway i have begun in the past month or so to regain some feelings i havnt felt in a long time, not all of them good unfortunatly. i am now unsure why i started this with the pretext "funny story" because neither is it funny nor a story, more like me just saying what was on my mind. anyway i believe it is do to the feelings i have for tracy, its like i let one thing out and now the latch is busted on the vault. its ok i suppose maybe a little much at once but nothing ive never delt with before. anyway i wanna partake but i only have a little and i have even littler money, you heard me right im poor. so dont expect nothing from me. alright you guys are bothering me im out of here