lifes a bitch and when you take it for a walk it shits all over your lawn
So this is my first journal entry here, probobly will never even get read except for maybe by brian. anyway im sitting here at work, the first time in a week, and im debating wether or not i should come back to this hell after i go to school. True i need the money but what is the point since i know that all i will do is put around and try to look like i am busy. i used to always be so busy here but since i have been taken off all the projects and am only doing repairs, which by the way i am now done with at 11:30 in the morning, i really get bored. john is in the other room busy testing boards, something that i used to do, while i sit here and type hoping to pass the time.
i have really nothing to talk about and no find myself searching for the reason that i even started this post. wayne is going skydiving today, i should have been the one to go but they made the appointment for a weekday which really dosnt fit well into my schedule. i have a C++ lab today that i cant miss, school is very important to me maybe even more important than having fun. BUT I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOO, FUCK it was originally my idea even though that was a really long time ago. enough about that.
i am going up to uconn tonight to see tracy. she is making me go to some parties with her one tonight and one tomorrow. its not that bad its just that her friends, or should i say most of her friends, are not the kind of people that i would ever normally hang out with and all the parties i have gone to with her play the most god awfull music. i will probobly just sit around and not talk for a good amount of time wondering why im the only one that smokes (remember i will be listening to the shitiest music ever while all this is going down), then i'll go off by myself and partake then start the cycle over.
well enough complaining for now i have to go to school. maybe ill put some info on this about me, maybe even a picture
i have really nothing to talk about and no find myself searching for the reason that i even started this post. wayne is going skydiving today, i should have been the one to go but they made the appointment for a weekday which really dosnt fit well into my schedule. i have a C++ lab today that i cant miss, school is very important to me maybe even more important than having fun. BUT I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOO, FUCK it was originally my idea even though that was a really long time ago. enough about that.
i am going up to uconn tonight to see tracy. she is making me go to some parties with her one tonight and one tomorrow. its not that bad its just that her friends, or should i say most of her friends, are not the kind of people that i would ever normally hang out with and all the parties i have gone to with her play the most god awfull music. i will probobly just sit around and not talk for a good amount of time wondering why im the only one that smokes (remember i will be listening to the shitiest music ever while all this is going down), then i'll go off by myself and partake then start the cycle over.
well enough complaining for now i have to go to school. maybe ill put some info on this about me, maybe even a picture