May 04, 2005 19:56
Umm right now im goin through some shit but im just bottling it up so then things are all better cause its kept indside instead of expressed out in anger as usual.. Ok so i have been staying away from some ppl cause thats only for there own good.. Jonny Grass is doing u good cause u cant be influenced no more.. sry... just i been told im not a good person and ya... so i started thinking and feeling guilty.. so the only way i know how i know im acually doing good is sending Jonny Grass away then no more death and stuff and influencing cause right now my life is heading down to hell... im sry... :(...
some ppl do agree that im wat im doin is good cause maybe u'll be a happier person or sumtin... O well.. Anyways everybody 3 more wks of school!! haha acually 2 more then the wk of finals and stuff then im gone!! either next yr im doing the work study program which means like 3 periods then going to work.. which is ok i guess... or im switching schools to hopefully find a different scueldule that i can graduate cause the fucked up scueldule i have now they wont let me change.. not even my councler will reason with me... so im like fuck it!!! Haha ill figure out my own way.. i mean im just graduating next yr probaly unless im like jenior or junior or senior then a 5th yr... Haha anywayz we all got yr books today.. woopy.. ppl signed mine!! THANKS Everybody who did.. i tell ya one thing even though im mean and stuff hopefully get to see ya over the summer cause i dont feel like being in isolation and plus dont know if i be seeing anybody next yr... Ya sean that means u 2... cough cough... haha thall shall NOT move to Montana!! U CANT LEAVE ME HERE!!! AHH!! THATS NOT COOL!! *points finger*!! haha.. I wanna go back to Florida.. :( even though theres like one person i know there at least she makes sense but course that could never work... Cutting doesnt solve anything i learned that... ugh with alot of fucking ouchies slaps.. OW!!!!!! HAHA well im done typen cause i need to go eat dinner haha so bye bye everybody!! ttyl...