I'm in America
I feel odd. I like it up here, quite a lot, to be honest. I'm enjoying my time here immensely. And I haven't been doing anything. I've just been in the flat, nursing a cold that I think it's more of an ear infection than a cold, and reading a bit (not much, really), and watching Doctor Who on Netflix via my sister's account and her blue ray.
It's fine.
I'm happy. I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life, and I still feel like I'm wasting my time every single second of my existence, but I'm happier here. It's quiet. It's peaceful. It feels like what it is--I'm taking a break and trying to figure things out.
The next step is overcoming my cold and my laziness and getting out of the flat in spite of the hot, humid weather. I'm only used to hot and dry, not hot and humid! I feel like my face is melting when I step outside. So I need to stop being such a lazy ass. I've been here for a week and only today I went out on my own--to a convenience store to buy snacks. (Though I've been doing other stuff with my sister... We watched the fireworks yesterday. It was lovely.)
You know me, I can't be tamed.
It's fine.
I'm happy. I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life, and I still feel like I'm wasting my time every single second of my existence, but I'm happier here. It's quiet. It's peaceful. It feels like what it is--I'm taking a break and trying to figure things out.
The next step is overcoming my cold and my laziness and getting out of the flat in spite of the hot, humid weather. I'm only used to hot and dry, not hot and humid! I feel like my face is melting when I step outside. So I need to stop being such a lazy ass. I've been here for a week and only today I went out on my own--to a convenience store to buy snacks. (Though I've been doing other stuff with my sister... We watched the fireworks yesterday. It was lovely.)
You know me, I can't be tamed.