Summer, Summer, Where Night Belongs To Lust and Lovers...
Summer has changed a lot. Until about a week ago, Sara and I were broken up. Things were really tough for both of us, especially when someone else got involved and the situation got more complex. Lying, untold feelings, and suspicion just seemed to make everything worse over something I didn't even understand. But now, we both have started to recover. Answers to questions previously unanswered are starting to come. I think we are supposed to be together, but we both need to work on working with each other, even when one of us doesn't get our way. I hope that now we will be stronger and just be the best we can for each other. She really is a awesome person and I hate to see anyone hurt someone who is so caring. But now all of this is behind us and it is time for things to change for the better. I really do love her, I know it. Right now, I wish she was with me, just so we could talk about anything. I'm really glad she had a good time with Em in VA, but I miss her a bunch. I think us being apart so much has gotten us both some thinking time that we couldn't get at home, even if we weren't talking or anything. Not having something sure makes you appriciate it more.
Other then that, I've traveling a bunch this summer and I'm going away again to Alabama soon, then to Maine pretty soon after that. It's kinda funny how at the end of the school year, everyone was sick of each other, but now I'm starting to miss some of them. Sam, Josh, Jerusha, Tiff, Inderdeep, Ronny, and so on, even some of my 9th grade friends.
It feels like this summer has changed me on the inside. I feel a little older and more serious. Plus I broke my wrist so I haven't been able to do anything with drums or clarinet so I'm anticipating getting my cast off. Anyway, I've got to run and make some breakfast/lunch, it's all the same when you wake up at 11:30 everyday. lol
Other then that, I've traveling a bunch this summer and I'm going away again to Alabama soon, then to Maine pretty soon after that. It's kinda funny how at the end of the school year, everyone was sick of each other, but now I'm starting to miss some of them. Sam, Josh, Jerusha, Tiff, Inderdeep, Ronny, and so on, even some of my 9th grade friends.
It feels like this summer has changed me on the inside. I feel a little older and more serious. Plus I broke my wrist so I haven't been able to do anything with drums or clarinet so I'm anticipating getting my cast off. Anyway, I've got to run and make some breakfast/lunch, it's all the same when you wake up at 11:30 everyday. lol