Feb 06, 2005 11:02
well today i have absolutley nothing to do. i want to go skating today but no one is free, i called merrilees and shes not home and i called mallory and shes not home either. i would call katie but after last night i am really kinda mad at her. she like goes out and smokes, after she promises me that she wont again. and then she leaves with a girl in a car that isnt even supposed to be driving. like honestly i dont know what i am going to do. i love her and everything but i cant take seeing her like this... this is exactly what happend.... like i said that i would stop cutting and then i did and then i didnt... and now i have stopped for good but now that she is smokeing again i think maybe ill have to cut^o) like everything in my life is messed! except for like 2 things... my friendship with mallory and my relationship with taylor.. i love him:)
last night was fun. i saw greg, chris, marcin, ananda, keara, katie, taylor, like everybody! it was soo funny... i kept hurting taylor by accident.... it was so sad.. but funny at the same time:P ahahahha it was rele sad aahhaaha... i dont know why im laughing though:P... but yehin general i had a pretty good time. other than the whole thing with katie.
right now im talking to steff on the whole 'sam issue' and like im taking this into school tomorow with mallory cuz like i dont want things to escalate like being threatend like WTF mate? she thinks that she can honestly get away with doing it but she cant! hahhhahaha oh well this will teach her a lesson, a very valuable lesson... not to mess with me.... oh and im not scared of her, its just i dont want to get my face all scratched up bcuz knowing her like she'd wear rings and anything that would be fighting dirty or she'd get soemone else to fight the battle for her..... but yeh anyways im gunna try and make plans ttyl bye
XoX Olivia XoX