Theres gonna be a change... and it's gonna start with me...
When you're a non-believer you can here Satan's whisper, beckoning you to slip up, begging you to conform. When you are a christian the voice of God begins to light your path. I think that I'm at that central point where neither voice is more prominent than the other. And recently I think I've been mistaking the voice of my Savior for the sordid thoughts of a lonely sinner. How much heartache and hurt I could have saved myself and those closest to me had I stayed on track. But, the excuses stop here. I want to be held accountable for my actions. I want my relationship with Christ back.
I apologize to everyone I've hurt, and to everyone that I've been less than kind to. And to those people I have caused pain to, I want ya'll to know that I'm genuinely sorry. I also wanted to thank ya'll for sticking wtih me through this low point. I never meant to hurt anyone, especially not the people I care about most. But, I just want to ask ya'll to help me to get back on track. Help me to realize what's important again. But, most of all, please pray for me. I'm gonna make a difference, ya'll are gonna see a change. Ya'll don't have to do any of that, but, please, I do ask one thing, forgive me for who I've been, and forgive me for what I've said.
I think that the first step in correcting all this junk in my life is getting rid of the things that are hindering my growth, and because of that, this is going to be my last entry. I love you guys, and I pray for each and every single on of you. Thanks for supporting me. I'll be here if you need me.
I apologize to everyone I've hurt, and to everyone that I've been less than kind to. And to those people I have caused pain to, I want ya'll to know that I'm genuinely sorry. I also wanted to thank ya'll for sticking wtih me through this low point. I never meant to hurt anyone, especially not the people I care about most. But, I just want to ask ya'll to help me to get back on track. Help me to realize what's important again. But, most of all, please pray for me. I'm gonna make a difference, ya'll are gonna see a change. Ya'll don't have to do any of that, but, please, I do ask one thing, forgive me for who I've been, and forgive me for what I've said.
I think that the first step in correcting all this junk in my life is getting rid of the things that are hindering my growth, and because of that, this is going to be my last entry. I love you guys, and I pray for each and every single on of you. Thanks for supporting me. I'll be here if you need me.