Jan 19, 2005 16:18
I hate writing about you
because I feel so transparent.
I hate thinking about you
because I know I can't be with you.
I love the way you look at me
I love the way you smile
but I know it isn't right
I need you to want me
but I know you're not mine to need
I'm finding it so hard to heal,
and so much easier to bleed.
I miss the way we used to be
I miss your laugh
but you don't feel the same for me
and I need to realize that.