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Knowing that you like someone else makes me want to throw up. and I miss not being able to see you everyday... enough said...
Christmas is my favorite time of year. But, it's hard to be happy when I look back on what's happened in the last two years. I guess I'm just going to try to keep all of that out of the picture for now. It hurts so much to pretend like it never happened. I just don't know what to do...
Anyway. I have to go spend Christmas Eve with my mother. I hope she doesn't bring HIM up. Then I get to come back home for CHRISTMAS!!! But then on monday I have to go to my mom's family's christams party. I'm really nervous because I haven't seen her family since the divorce. They think that my mom is doing the right thing by marrying HIM. SO I'm betting that there will be alot of drama. Then again, she could pull a stunt and bring HIM with her, then there would prolly end up with a domestic dispute... I don't know why but, I'm soooo scared to go over there on monday... Just pray for me guys, and pray for my mom. She doesn't realize what she's doing or what she's done.
Christmas is my favorite time of year. But, it's hard to be happy when I look back on what's happened in the last two years. I guess I'm just going to try to keep all of that out of the picture for now. It hurts so much to pretend like it never happened. I just don't know what to do...
Anyway. I have to go spend Christmas Eve with my mother. I hope she doesn't bring HIM up. Then I get to come back home for CHRISTMAS!!! But then on monday I have to go to my mom's family's christams party. I'm really nervous because I haven't seen her family since the divorce. They think that my mom is doing the right thing by marrying HIM. SO I'm betting that there will be alot of drama. Then again, she could pull a stunt and bring HIM with her, then there would prolly end up with a domestic dispute... I don't know why but, I'm soooo scared to go over there on monday... Just pray for me guys, and pray for my mom. She doesn't realize what she's doing or what she's done.