I need a vacation!
I feel like death is near. Emotionally at least.
I had the worst anxiety attack in ages. I just binged and binged and almost ended up with my head in a toilet. I tried to purge but luckily stopped myself in time.
I couldn't believe that going to school would be that bad. I have so many things undone and I'm going crazy. I want to keep things organized but it's an impossibility in our school. I'm still waiting one of teachers to reply to my e-mail that I sent yesterday. And yes, my arrant is urgent!
My doctor was unavailable today which just increased my distress. I'll have to try to catch her up tomorrow, although she said that she won't be prescribing sick leave for me. She wants me to take care of things myself. Although just before that she said that I'm suffering from a difficult depression depressio mentis gravis and it's no wonder I'm not able to finish the things I've started etc. Stupid bitch.
I'm scared that things won't work out.
I had the worst anxiety attack in ages. I just binged and binged and almost ended up with my head in a toilet. I tried to purge but luckily stopped myself in time.
I couldn't believe that going to school would be that bad. I have so many things undone and I'm going crazy. I want to keep things organized but it's an impossibility in our school. I'm still waiting one of teachers to reply to my e-mail that I sent yesterday. And yes, my arrant is urgent!
My doctor was unavailable today which just increased my distress. I'll have to try to catch her up tomorrow, although she said that she won't be prescribing sick leave for me. She wants me to take care of things myself. Although just before that she said that I'm suffering from a difficult depression depressio mentis gravis and it's no wonder I'm not able to finish the things I've started etc. Stupid bitch.
I'm scared that things won't work out.