Aug 15, 2004 22:30
what is the meaning of life? and why is life so unfair to some people, and some people it pampers? why do some people get to have everything they want, whenever they want it, and others get nothing at all? i dont even know what my purpose here is anymore..is it to be sad for the rest of my life? is this what im SUPPOSED to be going through? is this what is SUPPOSED to make me stronger in the end? but what if, my end is tonight, like im hoping it will be..what then? if i kill myself to tonight i will not be a stronger person than i was 2 years ago. i have given up trying to understand the meaning of life..and why i am here...so why should i be here anymore? things dont work out in the end..at least they havent for me