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its as if my body is dieing. not me just my shell of a body. i have had a cold since the long weekend, and its not going away. i now have a cornea infection from wearing contacts. not like thats going to stop me from wearing them though. i just cant wear them for like 2 weeks. or more. im getting glasses again. i told me mom that im going to get a brain tumor next with the way im going. its been over a month for me and kyle now!! almost a month and a half!! for our one month he got my this charm thats 2 dolphins in the shape of a heart. its really cute and i love him. he told me he loves me and really means it. and he told me that the reason it took so long for him to say it was because he wanted to really mean it. and i believe that he does. im still afraid that hes going to cheat on me. but he says he wont. i wanna believe that he wont, i really do. but i just dont wanna get hurt again. i have so much to lose right now, its nice knowing that i have so much that could be gone, but it makes me sad. but for now im just happy. really happy. excluding the fact that my health is bad..