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[unforgivinghell]

ugh
seriously
i hate people and there jealousy
meghan is jealous cause im dating kyle
so is this other girl i dont know
i mean, kyle liked krista for a long time
and she didnt ever do anything about it
i know at first that kyle just wanted a piece
from me, or anyone else
but then he got to know me
and i guess he really started to like me then
now we are going out
but if he liked meghan that way he would have asked her out right?
and as for krista well i dunno
shes friends with tamara and shes mad at lyle because he likes kyles sister brandi
and i love her!
shes so nice and really good for him
and lyle was telling me that
out of meghan, krista and me,
im the best one for kyle
why?
im not really sure
i think its cause
ok i dont know, i'll have to ask lyle that one
last night i was like crying with lyle for about 30 mins
he was just like holding me while i cried
he told me that meghan and kinda brandi too think im a slut
because me and kyle were in his bedroom
with the door locked and closed
while they sat outside
omg guess what we were doing?
CUDDLING!! and omg we kissed and made out
kinda
while watching a movie
he did ask if i had a condom
and i said no
he didnt have one either
he asked if he should go ask lyle for one
i said no
its only been like...4 days
anyways he just called
im going over to hang out with him now